Post by Isis Zorya on Apr 19, 2017 7:45:43 GMT -5
Ever since the first day she had became a super saiyan. She had found herself hating the rage that came with it. It was always so hard to control herself. Everytime she entered the form she felt like her body was in constant conflict with what it wished to do. Whether to pursue that rage and bloodlust it desired, or to keep to what she herself believed in not harming the lives of any. Everytime the enraged form was enterred, it was a constant battle. A battle over who would have control in the end. One she was scared truly of one day losing. When they ahd asked her to attack Mitsuba. She just couldn’t do it. Her mind desired revenge on Nasu’s for abandoning them. Yet she could do something as simple as lightly harming her teamate. Even if they had known she was faking. She just worried of one day, of that all slipping and herself becoming that monster one day.
The medicine she had recently been taking had been helping her a bit lately over sleep. However she still held night terrors from that day on Natto. It’s last day that is. She still remembered Komatsu wanting her for something back then. Something she never even found out what for yet. It was something she would most likely need to ask him about in the future. That day had truly been a nightmare inducing fear fest for her. The sight of all the wounded, the dead. She truly couldn’t have fathomed it all in such a way. With her being as young as she was already still. It was obvious something like that was never truly going to fade away anytimes soon. Mitsuba may have been nearby to the battle, Isis however had been right there at ground zero. She had seen things there no child, saiyan or not, should have seen. Things that while most would wish to forget, she would never truly for the years to come.
Only a few days ago did she begin to dream again, these dreams however strange and confusing to her. Things that she just didn’t grasp the understanding of yet. In these dreams she was in this seemingly white void. Not a glimpse of anyone nearby even. Then seemingly like a scene would be loaded she would see someone who was injured. Their face seemingly blurry to her own eyes. It didn’t matter however, this was someone hurt, and as a private combat medic she wanted to help them. Each night it continued like this, almost draining her of her own physical energy. She would wake up in the dream world and begin healing this person in more and more injuries. The more she did this, the more her own energy limit seemingly began to grow. The more this grew, the more she felt ready to help. The more useful she actually felt as well. For the first time she wasn’t feeling like a complete waste of space, and these dreams were taking away her night terrors. The thought of helping others, was making her feel better seemingly.
That was when the dream took a twist she had not been expecting. This night there were two injured. She had begun to panic before she felt something moving her hands, seemingly over both of the injured. This feeling was so strange and yet she felt just like she was healing someone before hand. Back when it had been merely one person being healed. She kept her focus however throughout this, balancing her ki between the three of them all together. It was then she began to notice the both of them being healed at the same time. A sight that had caused her to both panic and yet stare in awe. Quickly she snapped awake to find both of her palms still glowing from the healing energy of ki. This was so amazing, yet she didn’t know how to explain how this happened even. She had never heard of anyone being able to heal multiple people all at the same time before. Not in any historical book in the old Saiyan Library.
She had to tell Kyuri. Running towards the computer in her room she would begin to send an email to Kyuri. “Commander Kyuri, I found something amazing, I’m still having trouble believing I’ve done it somehow. The only way I can think of proving it however is by showing it to you. Meet me at Komatsu’s big speech tomorrow, I look forward to seeing you there.” Isis would send through email. Quickly going back to looking at her own palms. This was all so sureal. She wondered if there was something else she could do to help out as well? She may not have had the abilitiy to fight really, but if she could provide energy to another, that would be quite essiential to turn the tides of any fight really.
The rest of the night she spent at the training ground with energy dummies. Slowly manipulating her ki and stamina towards them, watching as they glowed green whenever her energy successfully was given to them. If these seemingly before impossible powers were being awakend in the Alliance, she had more and more fo a positive look that maybe they would end up back at the top again someday. She had something to look forwards to. Something she couldn’t bare to disapoint. She was feeling so proud..she felt ready to ask her commanding officer for a promotion even. Probably under better times, but this brighter out look. It was giving her hope for the future. Hope for a better one. The best view she had to borrow...was simply her commander. She knew he would bring them to hope. He never let down the hybrid squad before and had been such a good leader of it. Why could she not view him as a role model? All this mental and physical training however, it was exhausting her. Not to mention she still had that meeting Commander Komatsu had set up for tommorow. Training was done for today...she needed some actual sleep.
WC: 1024
Learning all BG of Peaceful Intentions School
The medicine she had recently been taking had been helping her a bit lately over sleep. However she still held night terrors from that day on Natto. It’s last day that is. She still remembered Komatsu wanting her for something back then. Something she never even found out what for yet. It was something she would most likely need to ask him about in the future. That day had truly been a nightmare inducing fear fest for her. The sight of all the wounded, the dead. She truly couldn’t have fathomed it all in such a way. With her being as young as she was already still. It was obvious something like that was never truly going to fade away anytimes soon. Mitsuba may have been nearby to the battle, Isis however had been right there at ground zero. She had seen things there no child, saiyan or not, should have seen. Things that while most would wish to forget, she would never truly for the years to come.
Only a few days ago did she begin to dream again, these dreams however strange and confusing to her. Things that she just didn’t grasp the understanding of yet. In these dreams she was in this seemingly white void. Not a glimpse of anyone nearby even. Then seemingly like a scene would be loaded she would see someone who was injured. Their face seemingly blurry to her own eyes. It didn’t matter however, this was someone hurt, and as a private combat medic she wanted to help them. Each night it continued like this, almost draining her of her own physical energy. She would wake up in the dream world and begin healing this person in more and more injuries. The more she did this, the more her own energy limit seemingly began to grow. The more this grew, the more she felt ready to help. The more useful she actually felt as well. For the first time she wasn’t feeling like a complete waste of space, and these dreams were taking away her night terrors. The thought of helping others, was making her feel better seemingly.
That was when the dream took a twist she had not been expecting. This night there were two injured. She had begun to panic before she felt something moving her hands, seemingly over both of the injured. This feeling was so strange and yet she felt just like she was healing someone before hand. Back when it had been merely one person being healed. She kept her focus however throughout this, balancing her ki between the three of them all together. It was then she began to notice the both of them being healed at the same time. A sight that had caused her to both panic and yet stare in awe. Quickly she snapped awake to find both of her palms still glowing from the healing energy of ki. This was so amazing, yet she didn’t know how to explain how this happened even. She had never heard of anyone being able to heal multiple people all at the same time before. Not in any historical book in the old Saiyan Library.
She had to tell Kyuri. Running towards the computer in her room she would begin to send an email to Kyuri. “Commander Kyuri, I found something amazing, I’m still having trouble believing I’ve done it somehow. The only way I can think of proving it however is by showing it to you. Meet me at Komatsu’s big speech tomorrow, I look forward to seeing you there.” Isis would send through email. Quickly going back to looking at her own palms. This was all so sureal. She wondered if there was something else she could do to help out as well? She may not have had the abilitiy to fight really, but if she could provide energy to another, that would be quite essiential to turn the tides of any fight really.
The rest of the night she spent at the training ground with energy dummies. Slowly manipulating her ki and stamina towards them, watching as they glowed green whenever her energy successfully was given to them. If these seemingly before impossible powers were being awakend in the Alliance, she had more and more fo a positive look that maybe they would end up back at the top again someday. She had something to look forwards to. Something she couldn’t bare to disapoint. She was feeling so proud..she felt ready to ask her commanding officer for a promotion even. Probably under better times, but this brighter out look. It was giving her hope for the future. Hope for a better one. The best view she had to borrow...was simply her commander. She knew he would bring them to hope. He never let down the hybrid squad before and had been such a good leader of it. Why could she not view him as a role model? All this mental and physical training however, it was exhausting her. Not to mention she still had that meeting Commander Komatsu had set up for tommorow. Training was done for today...she needed some actual sleep.
WC: 1024
Learning all BG of Peaceful Intentions School