Lonesome Blues [Tomina/Ask]

It wasn't to much later till through the doors with strength and perhaps giving off a more relaxed aura then before. Although as quick as she arrived Marissa did need a moment to think over the words and ideas of too many other slaves if this place was to become a host to a vast few in time. Too many could remove her ability to help the singular person with all tasks and time taken by other day to day tasks. As well as the ideals of helping the many may present sooner opportunities as well as more easy explanations if the disguise ever needed to be voided. It was a little saddening. She hadn't exactly realized right away before her new master may have been on with the status to hold a much larger stock. She knew many saiyans had different tastes and ideas when it came to slaves, quantity, quality, and use. She'd just have to hope she could make some different before things become to far out of her reach and abilities without exposing herself. 

"I see... I'm glad you are pleased. I was not truly aware of all your luxury in your standing. I guess the silence I'll have to enjoy while I can if the halls will soon have many faces one day. Less lonesome as well I suppose." Giving a small but saddened smile. Some of the emotions genuine as it always felt more and more complicated in the matter of helping people. She wished inwardly she held the power a Kai should to ease the mortals. But in this like so many other aspects of her creation she fell incredibly short. As if a massive chasm always stood between her and any of her goals of helping the living world. 

She sighed and looked away though when she was scolded for many things. Such a strong flash towards anger and discipline. A little twinge in her heart twisting as things proved only more to grow increasingly difficult as the chasm itself grew even more as well. Like the dark pit of her goals was laughing at her in this silly endeavor. She'd take a moment and kneel and a moment after be on both her knees before her master. Looking up to her with saddened light blue hues. Fair skin and a gentle aura much like her actual looks in shape and texture. The pain and sadness from since she first started this expedition shining through and perhaps filling the roll of the defeated look of the genuine brenchians. Looking as if a captured slave who had truly been just a free girl before. Perhaps as Marissa would have truly been felt as free if not for the pain and destruction of her birthright to watch over. 

"We learn to style well on this planet. Even in these times to look better is better for our health. To be pleasing to the eye can sometimes lead to even those most violent of masters being a bit more kind. I can treat my wounds with old remedies. But I haven't much proof to my actions being alone here most of the time. I suppose as is your right to do with me as you wish. As you please..." Looking at her eyes with saddened soft eyes. Hollow in some sense as if truly knowing loss in truth on a galactic scale. But also some strange longing and kindness that may have been harder for her master to pinpoint. The longing to help and settle the souls of this world. The pain even in small places or singular lives. A looking of longing to ease Tomina's pain and give her release as well. She'd smile at her softly remaining on her knees as if the lovely frail flower of brench. Her very aura one of sadness and kindness as her eyes didn't give any anger or hatred. 

A feint smile came and went quickly. Almost as it had never even existed but a feint moment of joy perhaps at a small glint of mercy or some recognition. She was ready for pain but whatever held it back and the threat of her master set aside gave her a small light somewhere in the darkness. An if their was a light truly one could eventually cultivate that light. Something she felt perhaps there was some chance of yet. 

"I can obey, Ask of me what you will and if its in my power it will be done. I am yours, master." Her voice soft and void of any hostility. It wasn't weak sounding she had a softness to her words as well her movements. A bit of frailness that caste more the innocence light. She listened to the words though after rising. Moving along in toe following a few steps behind her master and trying to take her words to mind quickly. The role she had to play proving more and more often to be far more difficult then she had expected. Blaming her behavior on her being naive was truly right in more ways then intended. She kept silent for most of the speaking taking in each order. She felt nervous though given even her power and her abilities. It was possible under certain circumstances she could't abruptly end this disguise and flee without taking punishments. She was a being of peace and light but lacked with power. She was young and needed time to grow. The truth was if Tomina or this Carva truly wished to harm her she could not avoid it and even breaking disguise would not guarantee her powers would avoid all danger. She felt a light shiver as the thought. She had taken to several desires and studies to know of the world and its many treasures and delights. It just saddened her that such prospects of things that should have been loving and emotional times were used as such threats in dark ways. 

"Do I displease you? Would it already be considered to give me to such a person? If I am truly such property what do you wish of me. I was asked to be taken as a personal slave is their some main desire of me?" Entering the room with her. Feeling a little bit of her heart grow heavy. A light tremble in her arm and shiver at her shoulders. A little worrisome to be in one of the places alone where even perhaps just informationaly threats of such actions were made. Her eyes softly looking towards Tomina but at her neck avoiding direct eye contact for the moment. The door open behind her as she tried to speak quickly still catching onto everything. Taking pauses of silence between her words when she finished speaking. Her eyes briefly catching that her ragged attire still clung to her body dirty and torn as it was. Her gaze on Tomina lingering as she missed wearing nicer clothing. Her eyes perhaps lingering to long at the saiyans styles that she may have been taken for staring. 

She followed along quickly in toe trying to keep up and quickly at that. Wanting to move as it sounded she was expected too but also not wanting to move to close. Balancing to appear quick but also the proper distance behind most the time proved a little odd to balance. Feeling her mind try and focus on the task of the appearance as much as listening as the instructional talk continued. She felt her cheeks blush a little as she listened. Marissa's mind couldn't help but wonder ever so lightly at the wording as she followed Tomina. Almost bumping into her first when she stopped in the doorway. Catching herself just in time as to hopefully not reveal her near misstep. About to apologize but first Tomina picking up with a bit more to say. 

She gave a bit of a wide eyed expression that only grew more as if a animal caught in a spot light to the reaction. Seeming lost to words for the moment. Her cheeks and tips of her ears burning as the crimson hue was showing on her blue flesh. Marissa couldn't help but wonder how in normal times in her normal form without the disguise present she may have been inclined to play a little more to the lines. But with the show as it was she felt nervous or shy. Caught between... ideas, An her current station. "I... I well... What all I'd willingly do?" Her heart fluttered lightly feeling lightly saddened on the show. She wondered on if only things were different if her true self could have reached this one a bit more. But she remembered tales of Maikeru her brothers plight. As well as her near explosive problem when she'd first taken this image. Things being as easily delightful as that was far from possible and she knew it very well. 

She realized she took more then a moment though before quickly catching up to the woman again not wanting to fall to far behind. She was having trouble figuring this one out... It seemed when she thought she had more of a handle on things Tomina had a way of throwing a curve ball the next moment. In many ways it was a good thing though. Marissa got to see and learn more of these people. To see glimpses beyond the beasts and dark storied warriors the galaxy made the saiyan empires out to be. The more there was to learn the more opportunities may present themselves. Although as Tomina played her games after a long day of waiting so long in such a place without entertainment and driven to near boredom in her act compared to her normal life of fine delights and luxuries on her planet back home... It was easy to fine such games curious to say the least. "I just wish to prove myself well. I originally expected to be a personal attendant to Kinoko. But now that I'm in charge I expected that to be my cause here. IF I don't have such value I may be sold or given off as had been made clear to me." Giving a bit of acted worry in her voice. Making it sound like such a station was important to her. In truth personal roles such as she spoke would be far easier on a slave then a great deal other jobs many may take. An given saiyan feelings towards the Brenchian race there were quite a few more problematic stations she could have found herself in. 

"If you wish to test me to be kept close as I thought then that is my task. If I displease you my master, or mistress, Please let me know what I can do to be better for you. I'm young enough to learn whatever tasks you desire of me. Hopefully you'll want to keep me close like the kind of slaves you spoke of needing." She thought on it lightly unable to get a full read on Tomina but feeling a little of the game in the air. She wondered carefully and considered her options. Wondering if she fed the beast perhaps a little. It could help her more hold a position. Falling down to far to ordinary slaves wouldn't allow her to gather much intel or have chances to help anyone. It would become a failed cause she'd have to abandon. An given the queen was for now out of reach Tomina was a high up well placed goal as well. The closest one to aid her. If it took a little more acting and a few pieces in the game that would be how she'd play it. "I could learn whatever you'd need me too for such a place..." Letting the naive tone in her voice push lightly to caste the light she wanted. As well as light implication to play back. She'd watch behind the mask of the slave to try and catch a glimpse if she was on the right track. To get close to secure something as well as perhaps it wasn't the worst way to go about things either. Her blue eyes soft and pure as her kind soft cheeks blue still lit up with a light hint of pink. 
Tomina

It gave a slight nervous twinge that shivered throughout her shoulders at first. Moments after seeing a bit of the ever widening grin. She wondered if Kinoko would have been this difficult to get a easier understanding off. How many secrets and careful motivations hide behind the surface of the two in comparison. 

She nodded as she walked in peeking at the servants quarters along side Tomina a little closer for the moment. But only so she could get a better view really of the quarters encase they decided to move on quickly. Allowing a soft shoulder to try and brush against Tomina's side just right. The more leverage perhaps she could earn if she read certain situations right. The more good standing she could get to and in turn perhaps allow her to save this one in ways she hadn't imagined. The problem with cleaning she didn't mind. In her few days or weeks now in disguise she'd learned what she had to about minor tastes and normally expected things. But the cold water... Regular cold showers made her skin crawl at the thought. An if more were soon added with her while she played this role she wouldn't be able to sneak some of her magic to fix that either. She'd have to be more careful when other slaves one day took to this hall as well. At least for now... she knew she'd have some short time she could hide some magic to put off that small tragedy. 

"Yes Mistress, Its truly... fine quarters." Marissa inwardly gulped. Only a small delay in her words as she did miss the comforts of home. With her magic and what the Oni's had helped her attain as well as her brethren. She had luxuries and desires from times past as well as from quadrant to quadrant. It was eye opening though the more personal experience she had to see just how the other side lived. What right did she have to truly be god of creation and watch over others if she herself had not suffered as well. She belonged here for now. She had to help and do what she could to perhaps save just even one soul. What she would learn of true suffering would no doubt help guide her hand in the future one day upon her watchful position. 

As she followed along when Tomina wasn't looking she had a surprised look on her face at the idea of 'learning to fly'. Perhaps that part of her act wasn't one of her smartest moments. She had never wondered how good her acting was but at least in this so far it had proven satisfactory. Even if there had been a few mishaps from here to there. She'd shake her head from side to side and pinch her cheek briefly when she was sure her master wasn't looking to try and shake those thoughts away. It was simply one more bridge to cross when she got to it. It was a task in her path and like so many others to come she refused to let it stop her. It was her place to accept what she had to do to get to where she needed to be. 

Although she was a little bit caught off guard at the look of Tomina's personal chambers. When she was beckoned in she walked in a little past  Tomina not realizing she was about to block her in. Even if it wasn't fully done yet what was done was truly lovely. She had to remarked for what she heard about saiyans this place definitely surpassed her expectations on saiyan style. From the curtains to the large canopy bed she felt herself lightly more envious and missing home ever more. Taking some note of the bed briefly and considering something similar when sh one day returned home. 

Although while their taste in decoration and style may have proven to be false and actually be pretty well off as she thought now. Their other desires and behaviors behind closed doors proved to be a bit more spot on. Her blue cheeks a little red as she turned to face Tomina now. Her heart fluttered a bit and her cheeks burned along with the tips of her ears at what she heard. She wasn't truly sure how to feel about this part but she'd have to have been a fool to not expect something similar of it to come give the game she played to get close and the bits and pieces she noticed along the way. But still in what experience she had. She was more used to things while casual a bit more romantic. 

She'd pause for a moment considering her standing of her role and what she was really here to do. Tomina disapproving her could put her in such a place that this entire role could lose any chance of actually helping anyone. Making all up to this point wasted... It still felt strange to be ordered to do such a thing rather then requested. At least with how it felt that was. Inwardly Marissa felt this conflicting ideas and while didn't mind the prospects of where this would go if she was in normal form. Strange thoughts did cross her mind given the true premise of it for this moment and all that was in context. But when she thought on it she couldn't help but think just as she wanted to learn about the plights of the beings far bellow her and her brothers... What would Teara have done here. If she were a true being she would have no chances to turn away or simply take back to a luxurious planet. Her mind raced between all that was right and wrong and what conflicted her. 

She held back a tear that nearly formed and instead looked towards Tomina with bright blue eyes. She hoped that in time she could change the way this was. With some luck this all wouldn't just end up experience and she'd actually be able to help at least one of them. Hopefully getting close would be as valuable as she thought it would be. As she stood like Tomina between her and the door. She between Tomina and the canopy king size bed behind her. 

"You spoke of your ally Carva's special slave. Do such places sometimes reserve luxuries or places more closer to a masters side?" Swallowing her pride and letting the more complicated moments fade. For the moment to get where she needed this was all a act, both in life and apparently as well the bedroom. Her words soft and carrying like a loving but frail coo. To maker her master feel a bit more powerful in comparison. She'd take a couple steps forward as she began to loosen the cloth belt that helped secure rags of clothes that would need to be replaced if torn any worse then thy were already. As that hit the ground she allowed the top of her clothing to fall just lightly enough to bring into view just the top of her chest without anything too much coming into view just yet but showing the skin of her shoulders and nape of her neck and just lightly the top of her chest. Her flesh soft and with a light tone of pink as it seemed her blush was carrying. She gulped though a bit nervous from the act of her role and the current act as well. She took enough steps to be within a few feet. But trying to see if she could draw Tomina to move closer as well some on her own. Curious if she could sway her truly at all or perhaps could hold some power in this alone. Her soft lips in a bit of a pout as her eyes gave a nervous yet oddly warm expression. "Its a simple task to take ones clothes off is it not? I had hoped in this dangerous world to perhaps find opportunity when I was sent to Kinoko. But then when I was taken by one so strong such as yourself I thought perhaps the gods smiled more upon me. I can do much in my power to please you but any one can take off clothes. So... is there anything you might wish to add my mistress so I could show I can be better then the others who might 'only' be able to simply take off clothes." Recalling something that once took note to a Oni she knew.  She'd lick along her bottom lip after her soft coo of words. An lightly give a momentary bite to her bottom lip as she kept eye contact with Tomina now. Awaiting her answer shoulders bared she lifted lightly at her lower bits of her clothing as long slender blue legs came into view. Perhaps in her own way trying to still have some control as well as keep up what she needed to get to where she needed to get... and it seems Tomina also to a extent wanted to get at the moment. 

Tomina

She felt a little shiver at first when Tomina clapped and it became clear she knew of the act. Thankfully it seemed she was able to cover the bigger act under the naive slave route. But even still she looked nervous for a moment but quickly tried to hide it under a coy but cautious grin. Those with such standing and power had a good eye. It felt each time she thought she could get a foot ahead or even in the door towards a goal to actually help her cause. It revealed she was actually several steps behind or her naivety proved actually genuine for that moment.

She bit her lip again a bit harder, But rather if it was for looks or frustration was bit hard to tell. "I was hoping you wouldn't see through of any of it. I didn't want you to be displeased by me. To learn and be at one so high a standings side is for my kind now one of the few honors we can hope to attain. An... you are perhaps the lottery when it comes to possible masters to serve... or service." She baited the hook a bit more as she felt relieved it seemed her role had worked more then she thought. At least to some extent as to answer she moved even closer. Pushing Marissa far far down for the moment deep within herself. Teara would play this for now and perhaps one day if she did her job Marissa could truly set Tomina and others free as well from bonds seen for some and unseen for others. 

"That's a noble rule... You have honor as well as power I believe hearing that. The offer is appreciative and in truth... If you were to consider me as your main confident and close slave for you needs. Perhaps..." Moving closer as a little more blue began to reveal itself. Her clothes at this point only hanging on by what little still remained tied or buttoned in a couple places. She'd raise a hand if not stopped and try to gently touch Tomina's cheek to guide her to look in the blue eyes of the Brench slave. The eyes the one true thing that wasn't altered in her looks. 

"If you allow it, It may even be safer and smarter to have only one personal slave for such things. Less lips to whisper or ears to listen an that one could truly flourish and help a 'kind' master?" She'd lean forward and try to kiss Tomina softly at first but slip her tongue past if allowed briefly. Marissa knowing enough to allow the Teara image to make it as loving as the two were truly lovers if Tomina allowed this. She'd pull away a moment after if she was allowed to or even if she had been kept at bay. "This is a bit new to me in some ways though..." She lied a little trying to make the slave appearance fit a bit more innocently. Her hands trying to softly if allowed weave around Tomina's waste and hold her so they may be inches from each other face to face in embrace. "You may have to teach me in this as well. But I guess learning to walk before we can fly fits. I'd be honored and love for you to teach me all you can. Then maybe you can stay with me after?" Her eyes soft and filled with a little wonder and fright that hid behind a bit of her own desire. Marissa inwardly feeling a little guilty for enjoying some of this somewhere deep inside here. But her words trailed as genuine. In doing this even if Tomina was her master she felt... someone close after what might come to pass would make all the difference for her. As she finished as well though her clothes were allowed to fall a little more. If Tomina had accepted the embrace their pressure against one another would be all that held up her over clothing ragged robes or dress pending how you looked at it in its disrepair. 

Tomina

It had been a bit of a roller coaster since all this started. Twisted desire buried from the game an a battleground in its own right looking for openings to deploy and seize victory. Little loses that turned to wins as quickly as turning the other cheek only to look back. From the passionate kiss that had been received far more then given as she expected. Acts that while not fully deceiving pulling enough to gain the weight she desired. Her words settled for a nod this time when she'd received at this a couple small but vital victories. She'd gotten her foot in the door to being that much closer to the high up saiyan she'd taken interest in. An second she had spared with promise future slaves from this next tier of control. 

For that she had shed everything from cloth to her restraints. Given what was desired and taking all that was given with open enjoyment and acceptance. Anything brought to the sheets was accepted with a eagerness and openness that had her at a few moments throughout giving into instinct and natural desires. She could only admit so much was a act in truth and some things she felt were truly another level that may not always be a bad thing for her in the future. After it was over she felt a cool sweat that layered her body a bit. She drew heavy breaths with eyes that held half open from a tired sensation that had washed over her. Blankets and sheets covering her that shower shape and figure from beneath. She felt like she would melt into the bed with the comfort it could provide in this state of tired weariness. She hadn't got to lay her head in such a luxurious bed since she had left heaven. 

She turned her head softly and gave a coy but cute tired smile. Her silver hair a mess upon the pillow. "Its almost hard to believe it sounds like that's just scratching the surface. But I'll learn for you... You saw through me a little but not all was false. While a sacrifice we can both benefit this way and spare others. I understand I am no lover so I will be property of best use and excel to improve in all ways you wish to teach me." Her words soft and tired her tone wavering a little. Although under the blankets neither of them had to see. She did try to take Tomina's hand but kept her distance a little as to not move to close to upset or provoke against what had just been said. Simply... a kind gesture of peace or some emotion of taking her hand hidden where neither had to make any true sign of acknowledging it if it was accepted to be hand in hand. 

Her eyes kept fading the experience had been perhaps the most intense and experienced she'd had up to this point. She felt and looked as if she could give into sleep at any moment but fought to keep her eyes open. Perhaps worried to awaken to be alone given the situation or thinking on all that made her head spin. She looked up for a moment of genuine worry, confusion, and relaxed emotion towards Tomina's eyes. Wondering if the woman understood this what she was feeling. "I guess this means,... I'll be by your side allot more now. Public or otherwise." Chuckling and perhaps making a small joke as her words slurred a little. 


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