Well...

I guess it's time I talk about it. Some people may have noticed that I've been acting off recently. The truth of the matter is... I've been feeling a lot of tension with some people. I'm not going to name off anyone, I'm not going to list off events.... That's not the purpose of this. I just feel like it's time for me to be honest.

I've noticed that some people are really eager to thread with me, and I just don't feel up to it recently; I just want to say it's nothing against you. From our interactions you're great people, and I'd love to take the time to kick off threads with you, to see where the story develops.

But lately I've been too stressed out here on DBU. I feel... Unwelcome, to put it lightly. I think it's time for me to accept that. I don't know if there's gonna be any talks, I don't know if... Anyone even really cares about any of this. But... I've gotten to the point where I almost dread what's going to happen next. It's not a good feeling for what's supposed to be an escape from reality; even if just for a brief moment.

But like I said, I don't have anything against anyone, I'm not going to point out any events... I just wanted to let you all know why I might be out of it. I just don't know if I can do it anymore.

I'm sorry. I should be able to just do it. It sucks for everyone that was counting on me. I don't know what to do.