Post by Deleted on Apr 10, 2016 22:06:29 GMT -5
*Moves in slowly into the room and looks around. He pulls a seat out of the shadows and slowly sits down*
Ugh... Hi guys!
It's been slow for me on the forums, hasn't it? Yeah... Things right now are just feeling down. So, where have I been for the past 2 weeks now? Why am I becoming slower and slower? Well... I'm here now to explain the situation I'm in that I can say for now.
First and foremost, my schooling and job. As most of you know, I'm a Senior at High School and I work at a Fast Food place to keep up with current payments (Car Insurance, Phone, food for school, gas, etc. for a teenager). I've only got a month left until I'm out and that's so freaking relieving! However, then there comes my job which happens to be night shifts. We're moving our location soon because our building is like... 30 years old? The place is worn down and it's falling apart. People have left my job to start new and then there's a ton of hours open for us. Good for me, but bad for me at the same time. Why? Good because I make a little extra... But bad because I lose my free time. When I first starting RPing on here we had several team members and I was more open. Ever since I hit 18 I've been going from 4 days a week to 5 days a week. With the people leaving Taco Bell I'm at I'm getting 6 days now! I made 35 hours this week and I'm about to make 36 hours next week! All 6 PM - 12 AM shifts. I've got school that pretty much doesn't help either but after school I'm getting a second job to get even more money which goes to the second portion!
Second, my situation at home! Okay, so this has been going on for... well since my birthday into the big 18. As I gained lawful rights to pretty much do anything I want legally without asking my parents it's caused some major problems with my parents under me being under the roof. It's really some personal stuff but I'm more open if you Skype me about it and I'll be glad to tell you the full story (Recently an event has occurred) but I'm at the point where I'm waiting for graduation and my second job then I'm leaving my home. I cannot stand it here because I'm under my parent's roof and I can't do the things I want. So, I'm pretty much going towards saving cash I have left aside and saving it for my next move into a city in the west coast of Florida (I'm a Floridian btw haaha!) but I'm having contesting moments with my parents and I've just had it. I'll be living in a cheap apartment with a friend who agrees to live with me when the time comes. It'll be a fresh start and hopefully by then I can have internet to at least RP again!
Third, pushing towards maturity. Don't take this wrong at all! This site is so fucking fun! I love it here! This kinda goes with my first point. As I push towards being an adult... I don't have time for this at all for now. I had my first day off yesterday and I focused on my friend because we barely get the chance to hang out. It was funny because he came over and we played Halo 2 and it actually has been over a month since I played on a video game. It's sad because I've been so damn spoiled when my biological parents were together but ever since they broke apart I've had to literally grow up a crap ton at age 12 and it's been a stressful ride but each year going through I've been disconnecting with gaming and RP in general. I get into one thing and I just slowly start losing interests because I have the important tasks to do. That goes for both points earlier but I'm really surprised I've still got my interests here. I guess it's because I've bonded with you guys where I never lost interests lol! However, now I feel like it's happening and I'm trying to pull myself back in but both my points are stopping me... Which goes to my last point
Last, an uncertain future. I really don't know what else to say. I've pretty much explained that my situation all together is 'uncertain'. For all we know, this could my final message and I could never be here again. With everything I just stated, in life my future is unknown. I don't know whether I'm going to just focus on my jobs and no free time or focus on the jobs but get some free time to RP on here. It's all hard to think about but I try and make my way in here but I end up getting pulled back into the reality of my life because I've got a ton of problems hehe.
*brushes his chest a bit, taking a deep breath*
This isn't going to be the last time you'll hear from me. I'll always be around and I'll be around to help out whenever the call comes but right now I'm afraid I cannot RP with my current life events. Life sucks and when you're just starting out like me... It's so damn difficult. All I have is myself. My parents support me but to a certain degree... That's... it? That's all I have! XD I don't have family. So, I'm pretty much having to do things solo.
*sighs lightly*
I just hope my future will be good at least for me to come and RP again but like Flare's situation, I've got no time for it right now. I hope those wanting to RP with me will understand. Just wish me luck when the time comes for me to move out haha... I'm gonna need it. If you wanna talk to me about it or something then you're welcome to talk to me on skype.
*slowly gets up and pushes the chair back into the shadows*
There we go! Hopefully, that cleared some stuff up for now! I'll see you all whenever I can ever fully make a return! Until then!
*throws a smoke grenade down and disappears when the smoke clears up*
Ugh... Hi guys!
It's been slow for me on the forums, hasn't it? Yeah... Things right now are just feeling down. So, where have I been for the past 2 weeks now? Why am I becoming slower and slower? Well... I'm here now to explain the situation I'm in that I can say for now.
First and foremost, my schooling and job. As most of you know, I'm a Senior at High School and I work at a Fast Food place to keep up with current payments (Car Insurance, Phone, food for school, gas, etc. for a teenager). I've only got a month left until I'm out and that's so freaking relieving! However, then there comes my job which happens to be night shifts. We're moving our location soon because our building is like... 30 years old? The place is worn down and it's falling apart. People have left my job to start new and then there's a ton of hours open for us. Good for me, but bad for me at the same time. Why? Good because I make a little extra... But bad because I lose my free time. When I first starting RPing on here we had several team members and I was more open. Ever since I hit 18 I've been going from 4 days a week to 5 days a week. With the people leaving Taco Bell I'm at I'm getting 6 days now! I made 35 hours this week and I'm about to make 36 hours next week! All 6 PM - 12 AM shifts. I've got school that pretty much doesn't help either but after school I'm getting a second job to get even more money which goes to the second portion!
Second, my situation at home! Okay, so this has been going on for... well since my birthday into the big 18. As I gained lawful rights to pretty much do anything I want legally without asking my parents it's caused some major problems with my parents under me being under the roof. It's really some personal stuff but I'm more open if you Skype me about it and I'll be glad to tell you the full story (Recently an event has occurred) but I'm at the point where I'm waiting for graduation and my second job then I'm leaving my home. I cannot stand it here because I'm under my parent's roof and I can't do the things I want. So, I'm pretty much going towards saving cash I have left aside and saving it for my next move into a city in the west coast of Florida (I'm a Floridian btw haaha!) but I'm having contesting moments with my parents and I've just had it. I'll be living in a cheap apartment with a friend who agrees to live with me when the time comes. It'll be a fresh start and hopefully by then I can have internet to at least RP again!
Third, pushing towards maturity. Don't take this wrong at all! This site is so fucking fun! I love it here! This kinda goes with my first point. As I push towards being an adult... I don't have time for this at all for now. I had my first day off yesterday and I focused on my friend because we barely get the chance to hang out. It was funny because he came over and we played Halo 2 and it actually has been over a month since I played on a video game. It's sad because I've been so damn spoiled when my biological parents were together but ever since they broke apart I've had to literally grow up a crap ton at age 12 and it's been a stressful ride but each year going through I've been disconnecting with gaming and RP in general. I get into one thing and I just slowly start losing interests because I have the important tasks to do. That goes for both points earlier but I'm really surprised I've still got my interests here. I guess it's because I've bonded with you guys where I never lost interests lol! However, now I feel like it's happening and I'm trying to pull myself back in but both my points are stopping me... Which goes to my last point
Last, an uncertain future. I really don't know what else to say. I've pretty much explained that my situation all together is 'uncertain'. For all we know, this could my final message and I could never be here again. With everything I just stated, in life my future is unknown. I don't know whether I'm going to just focus on my jobs and no free time or focus on the jobs but get some free time to RP on here. It's all hard to think about but I try and make my way in here but I end up getting pulled back into the reality of my life because I've got a ton of problems hehe.
*brushes his chest a bit, taking a deep breath*
This isn't going to be the last time you'll hear from me. I'll always be around and I'll be around to help out whenever the call comes but right now I'm afraid I cannot RP with my current life events. Life sucks and when you're just starting out like me... It's so damn difficult. All I have is myself. My parents support me but to a certain degree... That's... it? That's all I have! XD I don't have family. So, I'm pretty much having to do things solo.
*sighs lightly*
I just hope my future will be good at least for me to come and RP again but like Flare's situation, I've got no time for it right now. I hope those wanting to RP with me will understand. Just wish me luck when the time comes for me to move out haha... I'm gonna need it. If you wanna talk to me about it or something then you're welcome to talk to me on skype.
*slowly gets up and pushes the chair back into the shadows*
There we go! Hopefully, that cleared some stuff up for now! I'll see you all whenever I can ever fully make a return! Until then!
*throws a smoke grenade down and disappears when the smoke clears up*
