[Bernael] Oaths and Duties

She was quick to snap to attention seeing Bernael just rush right in. She'd been here a short time after her vanishing from the lookout. Her obvious affiliations giving her worry and distress to remain. She was sitting on the bed of the modest little single story home hidden by trees and moss when the demon entered. She looked up with her violet eyes a little scared clearly to see him. She didn't fully know what to expect from this encounter. It was a little worrisome. She was't after all one of the warriors in power and comparison to the others that had sense returned to the capital planet. 

She sat there silently for a moment watching him in observation. Drawing in a deep breath. Her clothing more modest and seemed normal human in style. Perhaps what she had to do to fit in more now and keep incognito. "I... Wasn't sure you'd come... You look rather serious too. I'm guessing perhaps you weren't pleased with the summoning?" She'd say in a soft voice to the point but clearly tired. Give her electric body it had to be more the spirit drained then the actual body. She seemed tired and worn. Clearly she hadn't been around anyone for a little while and even this place was far from organized. She missed her friends and hadn't even told Ayami of this place. She missed such loving talk and touches. But now she was in many ways just alone. The girls eyes holding much weariness behind them. 

"You haven't attacked me yet... So I'm guessing you are here to listen? Heh... It'd be a shame if the first person I kissed on this planet came to destroy me though." Taking in another breath and just sitting there seemingly resigned to her fate. Rather that be his cooperation or some form of revenge to show it was all a facade all along. She seemed to be fine with whatever was about to happen as she sat calmly on the edge of her bed. 

She seemed only mildly relieved at his words and more soft nature once he'd softened from his entrance. Sitting next to her and even seeming to show emotion in his eyes nearly tears. He was always one that at his heart was a kind soul. She found him one of hte interesting ones. An if not for the obvious chaos she may have leaned on him as a friend for emotional support now. A odd thing given what was at least for her over a year ago now. She had hardly any emotion. A blank slate which had since filled out and become more whole. But with such feelings also came the sensations of loss, grief, and regret. More understanding of what she actually was as well as her programming and in the end knowing she would never truly be what she wanted. Her rewards from learning from these people both the blessing of the Kai's and the curse like no other. 

She allowed the man to hug her as well but it didn't seem much was behind it on her end. She hadn't been on the lookout sice the incidents and left the note where only Bernael would have located it. She was in many ways alone in a sense of seclusion only linked via a stashed pod left behind for her in the retreat of the other council. Allowing her to with some focus tune in back through bouncing signals back home. Top of the line data and occasionally she'd take her boat inland to scout out and see what type of data she could pick up from the planet. Anything from environment or weather reports to technology that might be copied that might be something the empire doesn't already have access too. She did take a moment to enjoy the mans smell though when he held her. She'd not seen Ayami in so long and resided in the idea she was likely not wanted back at the lookout anyway. Pain and grief and her still on going work would now just make her a unwanted person, or worse a traitor in the eyes of some. She'd listen to his words and seem to in a tired strange almost emotional weakness accept any attention from gentle touching to caressing the hair on her head. She'd reach out as well and touch his own hand when he drank lightly and asked what it was he was needed for. A tired smile easing on her lips for the moment. 

"If I could have given you more warning or more time to prepare I would have. But it seems there may be stirring in the galaxy soon so the powers above wish we make sure earths warriors... well stay with earth business. There's also the matter of ensuring your loyalty. I have this for you... AS well as... He still awaits a flask of the sacred water for his treasury. I hear it has a place ready... among the other valued trophies." While one hand touched the males her other produced a patch of the cerulean eagle. Clearly a sign of the empire meant to be put on cloth. It was clearly Jarvis's way of ensuring Bern was open with who he worked for. She also didn't have the heart to let him know the other trophies on pedestals near the one read for the water and some swiped demonic water already there also housed the skulls of some of the valued fallen. The strongest elites had armor stripped from them after death. Many brave warriors weapons now just trophies and a couple killed on earths skulls and bones were trophies as well now. It was a hall of great wealth and conquest. She'd seen it in digital imagery. She knew it may likely only pain this warrior though. So that info she tried to spare him from. "I can report you are working on the water and watching earths forces since they'll understand that may take time... But this emblem as long as you wear it someplace visible I can say that's fine too. I'm not looking to impose too much on you." She seemed to sigh. Looking at the floor but not releasing her hand. Her hand keeping to his though leaning on him even after a moment. The girl a mere shell compared to her former intuitive learning self usually so eager for knowledge. "I got so used to all the people... But with all this. I just... I can't go back. An even know most wouldn't want me back. You must know some of what I feel right? You are doing this too? In a sense were in the same boat right?" 

She'd say her head leaning onto his chest softly for a moment her mechanical senses letting her ease and relax from his scent as she seemed to warm up to him rather quickly. Some of her felt this may be the only person she gets to even see safety for some time that knows who she really is unlike when she'd have to hid her true motives when out searching the cities and environments of  anything valuable. She'd look up at him for a moment. Clearly vulnerable and given her nature and how Ayami had impressioned on her. It seemed she was considering some perhaps strange ideas. But in her weakness if treated in the wrong way could have made her fall far more into a pit of android despair then she was already in.

She pushed against him more tighter against his chest. Part of her wanting to go home part of her missing the earth warriors. But she bit back her tongue and drowning sorrow to at least answer his questions. He deserved that and she felt she had no right to impose him by not giving him all the information he required. They were both after all in a dangerous standing between two great powers that could clash at anytime with the right provocation. "I believe one of the other empires is to be a new target soon. Something to test the new powers a bit more. But not all the details were shared with me. I may be under evaluation encase I've become to compromised since some of my orders are lacking certain back logs and data. But I know it shouldn't directly effect earth or alliance... I've noticed alliance sticking around as well before I took my leave. Its dangerous for me now... for us..." She'd say. Perhaps he was the only ally she had left at the moment truly on this planet. But it would be a connection of bad decisions and sad ties that held them together in such regards. 

"I think the water might be more for a challenge... To see how far you'd go for the empire. Its beside the orbs I heard of one of the things of value on this planet. The vault is meant to hold treasures from planets the galaxy over and fallen warriors. So you can see why he'd want it." Her hand slid under his jacket lightly and her hands and finger tips would bristle along his shirt under the coats cloth. Touching the shirt as her arms wrapped around him slowly likely easily given their already close proximity. Her other hand keeping to his. It was perhaps a little overwhelming. She'd missed this.. any type of contact. An to someone that was no a possible enemy to this planet and even if not the alliance would treat her awful no doubt. Even something so mild as this was a pouring of sensations. 

He was so kind and brought up staying here even given he didn't sleep on the lookout often. The feeling of being so close and missing the things she no longer had made it rather hard to ignore something like that. It may have been subtle but ever so softly she'd kiss at his neck briefly.  Then a second time as her arms actually began trying to remove his jacket. "Things have changed... We just need to... find a way to keep moving..." She'd say in a gulp a little lost at the moment. She moved without thinking but without much left to loss the comfort was... appealing. To say the least to attempt for as she moved on instinct alone really. 

She kissed his neck lightly again.  And as his coat was removed her hand slid from his own and up to his shoulder. The girl in earthling clothing silent for a moment as if unsure how to answer his words or just choosing not to just yet. She would move her leg and softly as the coat was fully slide from his arm situate herself more on his laps easing from his neck to just look at him at this strange close proximity. A moment of unsure weakness for a android who had just at the peak of becoming near human had to experience the loss of all that was giving her such intrigue and what made her now who she was. 

She looked at him with clearly tired and weary eyes. Not that of physical exhaustion but of more emotional fatigue. "I... I just feel strange. The others and the situation with the empire. It was a few days ago it felt like I had everything. Now its as if all of that was lost by the politics of the galaxy. It makes me feel as if soon I either am going to face my destruction or have to return home depending how and what you all do. They want me to be your handler... Which means my approval stems from you." A hand brushing his chest and looking at his eyes as she sat on his lap if allowed a leg on either side of him to be comfortably sitting. She'd brush a bit of his short red hair behind his ear as well. 

"Maybe this is grief? Confusion? Self preservation is possible as well. The side effects of becoming more human and not wanting to simply turn off my feelings... Surely you understand? The situation we are in... how alone it can be made to feel." Some of her perhaps thinking of the comfort of Ayami's arms from the past that she felt would never accept her now again. The people of the lookout were so kind to her and even some just lightly accepting and embracing her left her naive and bubbly but now broken personality vulnerable. 

She breathed heavily looking at him. Clearly a little lost either unsure if she should move forward with whatever was in her mind or unsure all together what to do as a whole. "At anytime someone could destroy me if they find me. Or brand me a enemy because of my ties to the empire. I haven't the power you have... Surely... You see how frightening that is. I hae ways to back myself up but the risk of not being alive... Its a new fear for me. Something hard to find comfort to escape from. You could get the water though... you are the ally of so many here and the hand of the Caesar? That means there some chance for it all to work out isn't there?" Her arms moving to his shoulders and clasping softly at the top of each one with one hand to each side.

She just breathed heavily as his words of protection and kindness even as mild as strange as his eyes looked on her. She couldn't help but gulp and remember who she felt when one other used to talk to her like that. She had heard Atsuko had vanished so perhaps part of her as well thought they related in that sense as well. Of what it was like for lost love and lost feeling. The danger swirling as well and the kind words that truly went so far in the mind. Her hands slid down to his stomach and slowly began to raise under the cloth of his shirt brushing at the flesh of his stomach and up to his chest trying to life at his shirt. Going to remove it if he raised his arms and if he didn't just to touch his chest and feel his heart beat along with the body he had formed. He was truly one of the strongest of earth after all. 

"I didn't think I'd hear anyone talk so sweet and kind to me again for a long time. You really are too kind... You've always been kind though... Caring." Rather he'd let her remove the shirt or not she'd seem to lean forward slow at first but strong ending. She'd go to kiss him trembling lightly as she did. Throw her lips hard against hers and her tongue as well if allowed throwing the force at him she may have thrown at Ayami if things had gone different. If she'd had a metaphorically whole heart still in her chest. Her hips lightly moving questionably against his own. Rather he resisted or not after a moment her hands either on his bare chest or under his shirt touching flesh would shove him down to try and get his back to go against the bed. So she could try and pin him if not hold him in the straddle at his lap. Her chest trying to push down on his after and kiss him hard and constant. To lunge her tongue to be with his and allow herself to forget all of this for a little bit. She felt for the moment she had only him in this world and she missed the rest of it so terribly. She wanted to feel something again away from this such quickening broken feeling the loss of her friends she felt and Ayami to had left within her.

Her hips would move in a way thinks to a near year alone with the lover she  once held. In a way that could give pleasure even if both had layers between them of cloth. She knew what to do to induce love and tender sweet sensations of a heated kind in another. Moving as a lover even if she was pained almost as if it was Ayami under her. But also softly as if vulnerable. With one hand on the boys chest she'd take her other away not trying to release his lips and if he worked with her. He' take one of his hands and aim to place it on her own chest just on top of her breast so he could both feel her heart beat and the flesh under the cloth. The pain in her eyes making it look like she at least believed she needed this.

She sighed heavily just moving through the actions in some ways and in others just wanting to feel. Or wanting to have him understand or give some relief to the strange pain of where she was now. Not even answering him this time as to why she was doing this. Her hands just rubbing his chest and feeling at his heart. The thump of the living and pumping organ beneath his chest that held all his pain and desires. She may not have had exactly the same but she too felt. She too felt pain if you cut her and joy if she was touched and held. She was weak and in a place of said weakness. An she had all but thrown herself at him to gain his aid and relief in her near dead inside state of grief and sadness. 

She hid her pain as she couldn't hide a tear though. She kissed the male and tasted his lips and the feeling in his mouth. His flavor of love but she had known what loves kiss tasted like and felt before. So she could tell when there was no real given. How his blank eyes looked at her. Possibly judged her. Gazing at her with pity and possible disappointment. Possibly displeasing to him physically or emotionally. Unable to compare to the others that held the true spark of live and light in the demons eye. She only received a cold blank expression of crimson eyes and such hollow tone of emotion i the voice that touched at her ears. 

But she still tried. Her body rushing his and her hips grinding at his with a passion for a few moments. Her tongue searching his mouth her chest under her cloth pressing hard onto his own chest. The feeling of bodies touching in ways that they'd be copulating already if not for the clothing that still worked as a barrier for such intentions. But in a sudden rush she was taken back. Her mouth parting from his her hips slowing to a near stop as she'd gotten aligned for a pleasurable grind now halted. She wasn't shoved back but moved enough to see his face again. An so he'd stop her. He was stronger and she suddenly shivered in fear, She even shut her eyes briefly as if she thought she was about to be struck or blasted. Perhaps some of her thinking it would have been just as suitable as a climax. 

But the pain didn't come and instead only more words. She couldn't' answer him but only break into tears. Fighting and when he released her only crying into his chest. Still in a suggestive position but more more just laying on him in sadness as tears welled against his chest. Occasionally one of her fists slamming down towards his shoulders as she'd reached some sort of emotionally breaking point. "How can I ever be accepted back into the fold. With who I am... what I am... You can always walk away so you don't know! An even you must see me with such pity now. I've lost everything and all I'll have to show for this time on earth is a need to rebuild when they finally call me back home. People can never accept a traitor now. Not even my body is of value anymore." Muffled tears and sad words uttered against the boys chest. AS the tears poured and the pain swelled within her metaphorical heart.