Post by Beat on Jul 13, 2018 16:05:22 GMT -5
...All seven dragon balls... As expected, they're going to be in hand of the enemy right now. Beat looked down at his feet. He has failed... and he have yet got strong enough compared to last time. He's still the same weakling, and it frustrates him to no end. He need to do something, something to ready all the forces at hand. They just knew who the traitor are. He's sure that now the situation is getting tenser and tenser... But they'll only truly lose it if they let the wish to just happen without anyone doing anything about it. Beat rose from his bed. It was dawn... at least according to the time on his scouter. He walked out and go down the stairs to his parents room. They're not there... as expected, but the twins are there, sleeping soundly. Beat smiled when he saw these two precious lives. He gently strokes their cheek. Warm. They're so warm.
"...Allegro... Lyria..." he called their name. He remembered how he cried the first time he carried both of them. Allegro have the same red hair as him and his mother, meanwhile Lyria have the blond hair of their grandfather. Remembering them made Beat felt really heavy to leave.
"...You know... maybe this is the last time you'll feel my touch... I don't know my fate, I don't know what would happened to me..." He continued to caress their cheeks. His eyes felt moist. " I wished I could be better big brother for you two... I wished I could watch you two grow healthy and strong. I wished I could do more than this... But... In the end I have to go. Your big brother, you know... is one of the remnant's stronger fighter. If I don't fight, then... What would happened to you guys? Where else would you guys live and how? Those demons, no one know whether they would leave Namek alone or not..."
Tears began to stream on the corner of his eyes. Is he scared? Yeah he is. Is he afraid of his soon apparent death? Of course he is... But even so...
"I don't even want you two to think me as a hero. I'm just a big brother who want his little siblings to live happily... and in peace. That's why..." he kissed their forehead. He's more afraid to lose these innocent lives. He's afraid to lose them and anyone innocent in here. He looked at the framed picture of him smiling happily while carrying the two babies. To think they might only remember him through this photo...
"...I love you two."
The door closed shut. He then walked down to the kitchen. As expected, his mother is there.
"...Mom, I..."
No answer. Forte is looking at the window. Her eyes puffy, and it's almost like she's going to cry again.
"...I..." "you're going, right?" she cut him off.
"...Yeah."
Forte finally looked at Beat. She's crying... and it made Beat really guilty. "I always asked myself... why? Why would... why would someone as you as you, go there, out there, fighting for the fate of the world, I always wonder why... Why you... Why you cannot leave it to anyone stronger out there? Why can't you... just... live a life of a kid? I know you're a half Saiyan, but... At the same time I always wonder... when I saw you got that hurt for the first time, I finally got a cold slap of realty. You... you're in fact a member of a military organization. And you gone out there to fight... to save the world... And all I can think if my son... my eldest son gone out there, and I might will never see him again... Just like my brother, my father... and the rest of my tribe. This is... *hic*...right after we're reunited too!"
Seeing his mother crying made Beat stopped right on his track. He never saw his mother crying like this.
"...Why... Why Beat, just... why...? Why can't you be normal kid until you're of age at the very least? Why must you do all these dangerous stuff...? I know it's for everyone, but... aren't this a heavy burden to lift!? I... You have a future! But now you're tossing it aside for a chance I have no idea how many percent you would win! Why... you... you're unselfish in so many way, yet at the same time you just ignored our plea for you to stop! Just... why, why Beat? JUST ANSWER ME WHY! WHY THE WORLD JUST NEED TO DRAFT A KID TO BATTLE LIKE THIS!? It's unfair.... really unfair..."
"Mom!" Beat hugged his mother tightly. "...I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."
"...Why is destiny so cruel...? When I thought you're strong, it wasn't to the point where you're this strong that you pretty much have to dive headfirst to the fire..."
"...But this is reality, Mom... If I don't fight... it'll severely affected our side of loss... If I acted like a kid now... There will be no future for you, dad... Lyria and Allegro... No future for all of us."
"....This is so unfair... Why my boy have to fight while he have a long future ahead of him?"
"...Because I have to... no... because I want to. For everyone... so please..."
Forte finally stopped crying after a while, and gently kissed Beat's forehead. "....I love you, Beat... I really love you. Please, come home."
"...Yeah... I will."
When he get out of the kitchen, he found his father.
"...I always told myself... I did nothing wrong. Many saiyans looked me in disgust. They told me I raised my son purposely to be weak. At first I thought... maybe they're right, maybe I'm a cruel father... Maybe I don't deserve a son as strong as you are. But... when I saw how beaten up you are, I thought... that maybe I did nothing wrong. But in the end, I still felt wrong. Wrong to rob you of your identity, wrong to seal your power, wrong to not let you grow stronger. Had I let you grow, just how strong would you be? I can't even began to think about it..."
"But in the end, I think you still do right, Pops... thanks to you, I grew strong, I grew up knowing what's good and what's bad. I grew up understanding that robbing people of their happiness is bad... If I don't know those hardship, I might joined the Kingdom's side, and even forgetting about you and mom like some strangers. In the end, I'm thankful. I'm happy to be son of Chard. Even if you're weak, even if you're hated for removing my tail... In the end I'm only me because you do those."
"...And I'm proud of you... that you're keeping both of your human side and saiyan side. Now go."
Beat wore his armor and finally gone out. He purposely transformed to super saiyan, then flew to the direction of the Citadel. When he arrived there, he would walk to the headquarters, and opened the door. He would then contact both Toru and Zeno through telepathy. Having telepathy, as expected is quite nifty.
Beat ready for battle. I have a request... may I deliver a speech? I felt... everyone must know what happened... And we need to dispel all uneasiness in people's heart.
"...Allegro... Lyria..." he called their name. He remembered how he cried the first time he carried both of them. Allegro have the same red hair as him and his mother, meanwhile Lyria have the blond hair of their grandfather. Remembering them made Beat felt really heavy to leave.
"...You know... maybe this is the last time you'll feel my touch... I don't know my fate, I don't know what would happened to me..." He continued to caress their cheeks. His eyes felt moist. " I wished I could be better big brother for you two... I wished I could watch you two grow healthy and strong. I wished I could do more than this... But... In the end I have to go. Your big brother, you know... is one of the remnant's stronger fighter. If I don't fight, then... What would happened to you guys? Where else would you guys live and how? Those demons, no one know whether they would leave Namek alone or not..."
Tears began to stream on the corner of his eyes. Is he scared? Yeah he is. Is he afraid of his soon apparent death? Of course he is... But even so...
"I don't even want you two to think me as a hero. I'm just a big brother who want his little siblings to live happily... and in peace. That's why..." he kissed their forehead. He's more afraid to lose these innocent lives. He's afraid to lose them and anyone innocent in here. He looked at the framed picture of him smiling happily while carrying the two babies. To think they might only remember him through this photo...
"...I love you two."
The door closed shut. He then walked down to the kitchen. As expected, his mother is there.
"...Mom, I..."
No answer. Forte is looking at the window. Her eyes puffy, and it's almost like she's going to cry again.
"...I..." "you're going, right?" she cut him off.
"...Yeah."
Forte finally looked at Beat. She's crying... and it made Beat really guilty. "I always asked myself... why? Why would... why would someone as you as you, go there, out there, fighting for the fate of the world, I always wonder why... Why you... Why you cannot leave it to anyone stronger out there? Why can't you... just... live a life of a kid? I know you're a half Saiyan, but... At the same time I always wonder... when I saw you got that hurt for the first time, I finally got a cold slap of realty. You... you're in fact a member of a military organization. And you gone out there to fight... to save the world... And all I can think if my son... my eldest son gone out there, and I might will never see him again... Just like my brother, my father... and the rest of my tribe. This is... *hic*...right after we're reunited too!"
Seeing his mother crying made Beat stopped right on his track. He never saw his mother crying like this.
"...Why... Why Beat, just... why...? Why can't you be normal kid until you're of age at the very least? Why must you do all these dangerous stuff...? I know it's for everyone, but... aren't this a heavy burden to lift!? I... You have a future! But now you're tossing it aside for a chance I have no idea how many percent you would win! Why... you... you're unselfish in so many way, yet at the same time you just ignored our plea for you to stop! Just... why, why Beat? JUST ANSWER ME WHY! WHY THE WORLD JUST NEED TO DRAFT A KID TO BATTLE LIKE THIS!? It's unfair.... really unfair..."
"Mom!" Beat hugged his mother tightly. "...I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."
"...Why is destiny so cruel...? When I thought you're strong, it wasn't to the point where you're this strong that you pretty much have to dive headfirst to the fire..."
"...But this is reality, Mom... If I don't fight... it'll severely affected our side of loss... If I acted like a kid now... There will be no future for you, dad... Lyria and Allegro... No future for all of us."
"....This is so unfair... Why my boy have to fight while he have a long future ahead of him?"
"...Because I have to... no... because I want to. For everyone... so please..."
Forte finally stopped crying after a while, and gently kissed Beat's forehead. "....I love you, Beat... I really love you. Please, come home."
"...Yeah... I will."
When he get out of the kitchen, he found his father.
"...I always told myself... I did nothing wrong. Many saiyans looked me in disgust. They told me I raised my son purposely to be weak. At first I thought... maybe they're right, maybe I'm a cruel father... Maybe I don't deserve a son as strong as you are. But... when I saw how beaten up you are, I thought... that maybe I did nothing wrong. But in the end, I still felt wrong. Wrong to rob you of your identity, wrong to seal your power, wrong to not let you grow stronger. Had I let you grow, just how strong would you be? I can't even began to think about it..."
"But in the end, I think you still do right, Pops... thanks to you, I grew strong, I grew up knowing what's good and what's bad. I grew up understanding that robbing people of their happiness is bad... If I don't know those hardship, I might joined the Kingdom's side, and even forgetting about you and mom like some strangers. In the end, I'm thankful. I'm happy to be son of Chard. Even if you're weak, even if you're hated for removing my tail... In the end I'm only me because you do those."
"...And I'm proud of you... that you're keeping both of your human side and saiyan side. Now go."
Beat wore his armor and finally gone out. He purposely transformed to super saiyan, then flew to the direction of the Citadel. When he arrived there, he would walk to the headquarters, and opened the door. He would then contact both Toru and Zeno through telepathy. Having telepathy, as expected is quite nifty.
Beat ready for battle. I have a request... may I deliver a speech? I felt... everyone must know what happened... And we need to dispel all uneasiness in people's heart.
